On My Way

I was never going to have WLS, never, never, never.  I didn't think I could afford it.   Didn't think it would work for me.  Didn't want to admit to myself or anyone else that I couldn't lose weight on my own.  Maybe I didn't even want to admit I was fat.  But on Dec. 12th 2009 I was reading a blog, but not a weight loss blog.  I found this blog because I was looking for information on Georgia military wives.  My son was stationed at Fort Benning and thought that reading her blog would help me learn about military life.  She is a funny crazy person so I kept coming back to find out what outlandish thing she would write about next.   Anyway she had WLS she didn't write much about it, but she did post before and after photos.  Dec 12th, I just out of the blue said..."I can do that".  So that very night, I started googling weight loss sites.  I watched dozens of WL vlogs, and read blogs and googled Weight Loss Surgery, in my area and I signed up for a class, I can't really believe I had the nerve.  I hadn't even talked it over with my husband.  The class was Jan, 6 2010.  In my mind I had it all figured out.  Meeting in Jan.  surgery in April, then I would be ready for camping and 4-wheeling by summer.....yeah not so much.   More tomorrow